My partner hosts in night clubs around the UK, he had calmed down for a while since finding out we are expecting a baby, I’m over 3months pregnant. I’m 20 his 25. He has recently told me he will be doing a new event in a night club every Friday local until 3am, & hoping to do another one ever couple of Saturdays about 2hours away which would mean he wouldn’t be home that night.
Both of these clubs are full of people who take drugs and i don’t think he would say no if he was offered them.. I’m feeling really lonely and depressed everyday as it is as I’m only 20 and currently living at his house with him & his family.. I’ve told him i would feel panicky & think he was doing drugs the whole time if he went ahead with it and would move back into my mums so i can stop feeling so needy, he tells me he wont do drugs etc (I’m 90% he will) Am i over reacting by thinking it’s unfair his still going ahead with it whilst i would be at his house in his room all on my own all night with him knowing I’d be feeling panicky? I just feel that he needs to grow up & get over all this club business.. Opinions/advice much appreciated!